I have an ADDICTION

Okay Everyone,

I have a seriouse PROBLEM! They say when you have an addiction that you need to come out about it. let your friends and family know about it so they can help you get over it! Let me just tell you a little about what I am going through! I get these cravings 1st things in the morning, when I am home alone and Jadyn is sleeping (so pretty much just bored) I get these cravings while watching movies, and after meals! sometimes so extreme I get so grounchy tell my graving is fullfilled! (psychotic I know). I am usually willing to walk miles for it! I go through extremes just to get it!



Well My serious PROBLEM is with COOKIE DOUGH!! AAHHH!!! lol! I just cant seem to stop eating it! I love store bought FROZEN cookie dough! if I cant buy it I usually make it so I always have some in my freezer! that, and really any sugary items! I still have baby weight and am not doing anything to loose it if anything I am doing everything to put more on! So I told Kyle I needed to drop it completely! (well I'm not gonna give up syrup on pancakes and jam on toast type of serious give up!) but you know no soda, (not a huge drinker anyway) and any sugary junkfood!!


So.... for how long!!! I decided to go until Jadyn turns ONE!! ah!! crazy! but It is something I need to do not to loose weight but to be healtheir and to help with the cravings! I did this in hair school for 3 months I had a friend who went I believe 4 years?? so I thought I could do a few months. the 1st week was hard but it was suprisingly pretty easy from then on! I figured Jadyns 1st birthday cake would be a good time to have a nice peice of SUGARY cake!!! And yes I'll have to go through the Holidays and both Kyle and I's birthday with no sugar! this could be a good thing! wish me luck!!

A little Catchin up....

Okay So I figured if I posted a million pictures it would make up for lost time lol! I am bad at this bloggin thing! I get on every now and then to look at all your blogs but never do anything with my own! SORRY!!! anyway here is what we have been up to! (not much)

This picture is from Jadyns blessing yes I know its a really bad picture! my camera was absent so we didnt get very many pictures and what ones we did get are from other people but I wanted to show you all her dress so here you are..... just blur the blob in the background lol!

this picture was a while ago too.. it was our 1st time acutally taking jadyn outside to play! it was really bright so we didnt play long!




These next 2 pics were on mothers day! just playin outside again!


We stuck her in the neighbors flower garden! (hopefully we didnt kill anything lol)


Just a cute pick of daddy daughter time!

when Jadyn was 3 months old we got in a car accident with her in the back seat NOT A GOOD EXPERIENCE for a new mom! Luckily every one was okay and the other vehicles insurance covered everything including a new car seat for Jadyn! (yes it was there fault) we T-boned them going about 40! they tried to cut across the streat and just didnt see us comin down the road!

here is Jadyn in the ambulance checkin everything out!!

Jadyn flirtin w/ the men in uniform!! :) the poor guy he was so cute he was making his wife a scrapbook for mothers day when he got called in! (this was the day before mothers day!)

Jadyn rolled over for the 1st time a day before she turned 4 months old! I sat her down to go change the laundry came back and she was on her stomache! I MISSED IT!! and I went to go take a picture of her achievment and right when I snapped the shot she puked (if you look closely) now she can roll back on to her back and has been able to sit up on her own from about 4-5 months!
I just thought this was a funny pictures...

Just us 2 sittin at Kyles softball game!

This was just last week! we went swimmin at my moms house in her pool! I forgot to get some pictures while we were in the water together! it was a little cold for her at 1st so she fussed for a few seconds then got used to the water quickly!

Just layin out!! (no I really didnt let her soak up the sun!!) and we had tons of sunscrean on!

so we went to blanding the 26th of june stayed for the weekend we had a family reunion at the blue mountain ranch. came home tuesday just to go back down friday for the 4th! it was alot of fun but sad to say we didnt get pictures!! I know STUPID STUPID!!!

Jadyn will be 6 months old next saturday (the 18th) so I'll update you on her check up and put some new pictures up! (maybe lol)

3 Months!

My Little BEBE is 3 Months old now! Time has gone by sooo fast! its CRAZY!!
Not a lot has happend in the last few months! Mostly just stickin around home hangin out! Any way here are a few pictures....

This is what her hair does if I dont comb it! she is our little Kramer! usually when its wet I hold my hand on it to try and get it to lay down but it doesnt work lol!!! it just pooffes! :)

This is after I comb it and try and get a head band to lay some of it down.... still doesnt seem to work well! lol! she has a little bit of a natural wave in her hair!

Yes that is drool on her shirt she slobbers a lot lol!

She looks more Navajo in her pictures I think! its cute! I dont notice how big her cheeks really are til I look at pictures! funny girl! we love her!

(I'm super tired! sorry if there are tons of typo's.)

CUTE BABY!! :)

Here are just a couple more pics! we are obbsessed with her lol!


Sleeping BABY!
Smiling as DADDY!

AGAIN...

CUTIE!!!!

Pro Pics!

We got some pictures takin the day before she turned 1 month. Here are a few ((out of 150)) hard to choose from! Such a cutie! she is sleepin right now and I miss her so much!

This one is one of my favorites it just shows her personality so much! (I dont know what it is)

My Baby is ONE month old!!!

OH.... My sweet little Angel is ONE MONTH now!! she is growin so big and so purrrtty... we went and got her pictures takin yesterday I cant wait to get them back but the photographer is 2 weeks out on editing so it will be a while!!! Jadyn was pretty good until the end she got fussy but I was fussy too.. the lady had the temperature to like 95 degrees REALLY!!! she wanted it nice and warm for the baby wich was nice but after bein in there for 2 hours and everyone including the naked baby was sweating it was time to turn the heat off lady!! lol oh well! anyway I took some pictures of Jadyn today to show you all how great she is doin at one month! ;)



She is already so dark... She is gonna be a dark little one! I better hit the tanning beds! mmm.. good ol Vitamin D in a cage! Her eyes aren't quite brown yet they are a really DARK gray slate color I really dont know how to explain the color but really pretty! I am jealous!! but I cant wait for her BIG BROWN eyes... I'll be even more jealous!! ENJOY....

Here are a few more pictures of today and the last few days... she is growing bigger and bigger every day!!!

my 2 fav people....

hello..

all snuggled up..

after a relaxin bath...

watchin mom make my bed...

... I want to say sorry to all of you who have been trying to get a hold of me especailly the 1st week I was home. everyone who was calling me, texting me to come visit! my phone has been on silent the whole time so sometimes I wont get the message tell the next day or whatever... my phone is still usually on silent but im more tuned into life as well.. so if you need me go a head and send me a text.....